Knowing thy self

Who am I? Did you ask this question to yourself?

If you do. Then, you don't know yet yourself. 

In my 20 years of living on Earth. I can say that I have lots of question about human behavior. 
How does environment affect their social lifestyle. How their parents nurtured them. What do they do in return. Do they felt sorry for the efforts of their parents just to sustain their needs. Apparently, I am talking about youth of today. Behavior is the most unpredictable thing on Earth. It has a lot of variety. Well, it's still depends on the person itself.

The most terrifying enemy is yourself. Identity versus confusion. This stage occurs during adolescence between the ages of approximately 12 to 18. Teens need to develop a sense of self and personal identity. During this stage, adolescents explore their independence and develop a sense of self.

I want to share my own argument with myself:
me: "I hate this feeling."
inner me: "Then, stop doing that thing!"
me: "But I really want to know more!"
inner me: "You are such a moth! You already knew from the start that it will hurt but you still end up on scanning those things!"
me: "I don't know what to do! Please help me!"
inner me: "Before you ask for my help, help yourself first!"
me: "Why does my heart keep on hurting me?"
inner me: "Your heart didn't do anything. It is you who hurt your feelings!"
me: "Whom you really prejudiced? We are one! You must help me!"
inner me: "Your are so selfish!"
me: "NO! I'm not!"
inner me: "You are! You are being biased to everyone! You hate being left but you don't say a word at all! How can you explain it to someone if you are just keeping it to yourself! You are idle to talk but you don't want to be hurt! What are you expecting at? People don't have a mind reader where you can just sit there and let other people read you thoughts !!"
me: *speechless*

<end of conversation>

From there, I can hardly say that even myself has its own ideas that contradicts mine. Well, all we have to do is to let our self engage in many activities, and observed of how we react with our social life.

-YUKI

Do you really know your self?

Who am I? This is the most terrifying question on Earth. Do really someone out there don't know their self yet?!
As my experience, I can say that in my 20 years of living on earth, I don't

Hey there! it's sunday.

How do you find yourself? Isn't it so ridiculous to ask "WHO REALLY AM?

Moderateness

Yes, I know what I have promised! It was just...... Naaah ~ x.x

It's hard!! It was SO HARD! I can't imagine myself playing with those games! Who the hell are you thinking to be friends with your former amour!? Tss :/

It hurts me when you commented to her posts, likes her posts and etc. Call me greedy but I don't care! To hell I care!! Can't you grasp my feelings? Can't you notice my actions!? Gosh! What the hell are you thinking, that it is ok? That I can take all those pain? That I can BE STAY CALM even when i'm not? Grr! Yes I concede I am the one to blame. I am the one who made my aches. But that was because I have the reason above all.

Ok! I know what to do. I definitely know what to do. But my heart is so hard to manipulate. It says lots of "WHAT IFs...". Maybe I'm insecure. Yes, I'm insecure! But at some point, my inner me says that there is nothing for me to be insecure with anyone else, because God made us special INDIVIDUALLY!! So I just lift my forehead up and continue the journey. Hays!  How long would it be :/